KTLA’s Jessica Holmes pays tribute to Sam Rubin

SOMEONE WE WERE WONDERING IF SPEAKING TO TODAY BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN PARTICULARLY DIFFICULT DAY FOR OUR JESSICA HOLMES. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH SAM LOVED YOU AND CHAMPIONED YOU. I DON'T KNOW HOW WE'RE GOING TO GO AS WE HAVE. >> I DIE. YOU KNOW, I'M SORRY.

I DON'T WANT TO PERSON, I KNOW PART OF OUR JOB RIGHT WHEN WE GET ON TV AND WE TALK ABOUT DIFFICULT THING. >> BUT LOVED THAT MAN AND WE ALL DID. AND I ME A FEW HOURS JUST GET MY THOUGHTS AND MY HEART BEATING OUT OF MY BUT WITH A BRIGHT SPOT. IN MY DAY.

EVERY DAY. AND THEM. WE USED TO TALK ABOUT THE FACT THAT ARE MOST COMFORTABLE PART OF THE GATE WITH WE'RE ALL SITTING AT THAT DESK TOGETHER. TO REALLY FELT THAT AND I KNOW HE WOULD SEE THAT YOU AND THAT WAS THAT'S A TESTAMENT TO. HE WAS ON TELEVISION WHICH WHICH.

WEAR YOUR HEART ON YOUR OPEN LOVING BEHIND FUNNY PERSON WHO JUST WITH A JOY TO BE AROUND BEING PRESENCE WITH HERE WITH. HE WAS SELF-DEPRECATING ANY LOVE THE JOKES YOU ONLY GO IN THAT NO REAL FAMILY TELL THE STORIES AND THEY THINK IT'S ENTERTAINMENT GUY WHO. WHEN IT.

CAME OFF ONE WAY ON TV BUT IN PERSON THERE WAS NO EGO WITH AND HE JUST LOVED WHAT HE DID. AND HE LOVED FAMILY AND HE LOVED HIS FRIENDS AND I THINK IT WAS WITH THAT ALI WHO TALKING BEFORE ME, YEAH. HE WOULD IF ANY ONE OF US WOULD HAVE CALLED HIM AND FAMILY.

NEED TO. HE WOULD HAVE. WHATEVER HE COULD IN THAT MOMENT AND THAT WAS. I REMEMBER MOMENTS BEFORE WHEN WE'VE DOING THE RED CARPET TOGETHER AND WE WOULD BOTH LIKE AND SAY I LOVE ALL AND IT BECAME WE JUST REALLY ENJOYED. THE TIME WE SPENT TOGETHER AND.

DOWN. I DO I WANT TO LOVE TO YOU GUYS. WALKS KNOW HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ALL OF ALL. SAYING. >> I THINK I THINK OF ALL THE PEOPLE ON THE STAFF HERE. YOU SEEN HIM HALF NAKED MORE THAN ANYONE AS WELL. HAVE NOT IN A LEWD WAY BECAUSE SAM WAS.

COMPLETELY AND SELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT HIS BODY. HE WAS SORT OF AN EXECUTION. A LOT OF WAYS AND WHEN YOU GUYS ARE PREPARING FOR SHOWS YOU'D ALL BE JAMMED INTO A HOTEL ROOM YOUR HAIR DOWN AND PUTTING ON YOUR TUXEDOS AND ALL THAT AND HE YOU'RE LIKE HE'S A I DON'T.

KNOW THAT GOING TO SAY LITTLE SISTER, BUT YOU WOULDN'T BE MAKING FOR YOUR LITTLE WHEN HE WAS LIKE YOU ARE AN EXTENSION OF HIM IN SOME WAYS. >> YOU KNOW HE HAVE THAT WAY OF MAKING EVERYBODY. COMFORTABLE AROUND AND WE JUST. I DON'T KNOW IF I GUESS.

WHEN YOU PUT IT THAT WAY MOST PEOPLE GO HOME. HAVE SO MUCH FUN DOING THAT THING TOGETHER AND ALL OF THE RIGHT PURPOSE AND I'M TELLING YOU GUYS KNOW THIS. >> HE LOVED WHAT HE DID YOU AND AFTER 30 PLUS YEARS STILL HAVE MUCH. EXCITEMENT WHAT YOU.

DO FOR A LIVING IS. MADE EVERYONE ELSE AROUND HIM EXCITED. YOU KNOW, I MEAN WHEN CAM WOULD COME ON THE SET AND HE WAS EXCITED TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING HAD A GOOD STORY TO TELL A. I MEAN FORGET WE'RE ON TV BECAUSE WE LOOK AT HIM LIKE WOW THAT'S A GREAT STORY TELL.

ME MORE TELL ME WHAT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID THIS WEEKEND IMMUNITY IF HE DOES HAVE THAT ABILITY WHERE PEOPLE ENJOYED BEING AROUND SO MUCH. >> I MEAN WE'VE TALKED ABOUT HIS PROFESSIONAL ACCOMPLISHMENTS. I'M I MEAN WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, I.

MEAN HE WAS MY FRIEND. I MEAN CAME TO MY WEDDING 27 YEARS AGO I WENT TO HIS WEDDING I WAS AT THE NAMING OF THIS. OF HIS DAUGHTER WENT TO HIS HOUSE. YOU KNOW GOING BACK 30 YEARS. I HAD MANY MANY DINNERS WITH HIM AND I JUST CAN'T IMAGINE WAS GOING TO BE LIKE.

YEAH, I MEAN IT YOU KNOW THE IS IS WEARING AWAY AND NOW THE REALITY IS IS HITTING YEAH AND IT'S IT'S REALLY TOUGH REALLY IT THERE APPRECIATE YOU SAYING THAT I JESSICA THIS HAS BEEN VERY DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO DO AND. >> THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR.

PERSONAL FEELINGS ABOUT SAM, BECAUSE IT'S I HE WAS YOU KNOW I I DON'T WANT TO SAY THIS AND UPSET OTHERS, BUT YOU ARE HIS FAVORITE. JUST LOVE YOU TO DEATH. >> AND AT THAT. I KNOW HE'D APPRECIATE YOU'RE CALLING. >> THANK YOU, THANK YOU. AND I.

THEY CAN'T HEAR IS RIGHT NOW, BUT I LOVE YOU GUYS AND. THANK YOU AND I IT'S HARD TO JUST THOUGHTS ON THE MANDATE. WE ALL CARED ABOUT SO SO MUCH YEAH.

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